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May 20th, 2012

Frightened

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Mistress Brenda,
 
 
i don't understand anything. Have received the $4000 credit card bill today. Never topped $500 before and i feel totally out of my depth. A world i don't know.
 
Scared, distressed, uncomprehending.  Too confused even to cry.
 
Tried to please You, but immediately $100 demands. Don't understand it. 
 
This is a world i don't know.
 
It frightens me. You frighten me.
 
i feel frozen up inside.
 
You are a big person in a big world; i feel outsized, out of scale.
 
Please be merciful to someone weaker and smaller than You.
 
 
Two demands for $100 right after i had broken the bank to buy You that pendant? After i had tried so hard for You?
 
You have squeezed me dry. i didn't know what i was getting into, but i won't go into all that again.
 
i am so boring and small and pathetic. There is nothing more to be squeezed out of me. You have done all the damage You can, and maybe i did ask for it. i am the fool, i accept that. But there is nothing more for You, nothing more for anyone. i cannot pay another dime.
 
i am not remotely in Your league. What am i to You? A fool that You crushed one day in the spring of 2012, and left bleeding. What does it matter to You?
 
Why can't You just leave the remains of me alone?
 
m





""Oh oppies!!! Did I do that? ""







April 18th, 2012

Dear Mistress Brenda,

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Dear Mistress Brenda,

today, i have taken the time to go back and complete sissy cocksucker red....

a quick stop for red lipstick on the way home from work at the drug store... 

4 or 5 miinutes of browsing color, until, finally after no one showing in the makeup section, i chose the deepest purest slut res i could find... fire engine lol

i made my purchase, thankfully with a sales clerk that couldent be bothered with anyone... just texting away as she ran my bill...

your sissy slave.  PS: video attached


April 15th, 2012

dear Mistress Brenda,

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dear Mistress Brenda,

well, ive just finished buying my matching 7 pairs of thongs.  this was brutal!!!  after 5 minutes of franticly rummaging around, a slaes woman approaches and asks if i need help, and that it looked like i had something specific i was looking for...  ( this woman is a sweet old thing, about 55)  she asks well, what are you looking for... not even who!...  i explain simple that( i have been assigned to purchase 7 matching pink thong satin panties)  nothing but a sweet grin and a follow me.    well, 15 minutes later shes now taken me through the store, and not a single pair of pink thong panties has more than 2 or three in my size     so, she leads me to the back, and asks nme to wait while she checks the back    a few minutes later she returns with 7 pairs of cute satiny thongs in white pink and purple flower pattern... she just winked and said it was the best she could do  

i thanked her, and reached for the panties   this is when i really got nervous, she pulled them away slightly and asked why i was buying them.  again i explained that i had been sent here to buy them... another no nonsense look at me, and i cave...  blushing forty shades or red i go on to explain that you, mistress brenda have decidesd that from now on i will be required to wear is as part of a daily uniformt to remind me of my place in her life.  she gave me a nice hug and chuckled...  

she walked me over to the counter and started to ring things through.  gift wrapped? i hesitated...  she simply started plaxing them in the bag, and said as she handed me my bag, have fun sweety  

i was halfway out the store before i remembered to have the receipt signed.

so, back i go.. and have to walk up her as shes serving the woman who was behind me, and blurts +h? your back!  looking for a matching bra for your new panties sweetie... i nearly melted into the floor...

i fish out my receit and ask if she will sign it for proof of completing what i was sent to do today.  she politely replies yes, but i have to wait my turn, and for the line up at the cash to pass through.

LONGEST 10 minutes of my life...  

she signs and i bolt from the store more emberassed than ive ever been in my whole life

i hope you enjoyed my report and the photos Mistress Brenda.

your sissy panty wearing slave  going deeper and deeper...












April 11th, 2012

glenn wilson aka confused_paypig

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Let Me tell you why he is a confused paypig... Because his stupid ass doesn't understand he has to PAY!!!





April 9th, 2012

sissy panty slave

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Dear Blackmail Brenda,

i sincerely want to thank you for this oppurtunity to show you waht an obedient sissy slut i can be for you Mistress.  :D   i took my time, and very carefulkly wrote out your note on my stomach with my sissy red lipstick hehehe

it was tough to decide what pair of panties too choose... i only wish we were allowed to take the picture 3 times hehehe, to show my sissy self to Blackmail Brenda :)

thank you again Mistress, 

your humbly sissy panty slave



sissy's white pair of frilly white brief cut panties

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dear Mistress Brenda ,

i have just returned with my white pair of frilly white brief cut panties :)  hehehe  and of course, while shopping, as soon as i am approached by a sales girl, i freeze and go dry mouth... she gives a little smile, a laugh and asks me flat out if i am shopping for my girlfriend? i reply ... no i dont have a ... and stop myself dead in my tracks... she cuts me off quickly to ask, then who are you shopping for then?  now she is full on grining, and has me red handed... i whimper out... me.... and she simply says, i thought so... sissy... come with me... and she walked me towards the inner store.  i explained what i was after, and in no time at all, she handed me the pair of panties i took home today... lol i rushed my way to the counter, and got out of there as fast as possible... it felt like everyones eyes were one me... 

March 30th, 2012

jb's shopping trip

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Hello Mistress,

Please find the pictures enclosed from my very humiliating sissy shopping adventure, Imag8ine my humiliation when the sales clerk demanded i put on a full outfit and then removed my male clothes from the dressing room so i had no choice but to pay for the clothes while dressed and then she paraded me though the mall to my car.

your slut

jb



March 7th, 2012

look at this hooker

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I am the ONLY one that can see where this has been changed..just look at the name and address


Hello mistress I'm Bobbie newly applied black mail slut want to thank you for giving me the oputunity to serve you I don't no if you seen in my file I would like to be pimped out as well working phone sex lines for gay site all proceeds forward directly to you I tried to catch you last night but signed off night flirt well looking coward to ur email thank you ma'am for your time sorry for any errors typing all of I phone Thank Yiu Bobbie

Yes mistress Tuesday, March 6, 2012 3:20 PM From: "Shawn" shawndizzl420@aol.com
To: "mistressbadbrenda@yahoo.com"
Ma'am can't wait to see my post in your live journal please send me a shout out when it's up
B
Sent from my iPhone


well here you go shawn oh I mean bobbie.. :) 

March 3rd, 2012

scott mccallum wants to be a shemale cock sucker

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from: scott mccallum Complete Enslavement and Feminization Contract I, Scott McCallum, give myself to Mistress Brenda to completely enslave and feminize into a shemale slave. I accept that I will be turned into a shemale slave by Mistress Brenda however she sees fit and end up as her shemale property. I accept this fate and freely give myself to Mistress Brenda so she can make it happen





February 25th, 2012

liam's confession

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My name is Liam Merrigan, and I am a dick loving, panty wearing, pillow humping sissy. I constantly imagine being on my knees in front of a real man and doing exactly what he wants as he degrades me x

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